Women Walking
1
My day is fettered by my mother's steps.
I learn the shopping list by heart,
discover architraves.
Walking this slowly
I nearly lose my balance.
I've not got that long
- at my pace I'd be going
somewhere, not marking time,
her arm locked on to mine.
2
My daughter's somewhere else.
Her tenseness fusses me
into unsteadiness.
Her arm is wooden.
Once there was suppleness,
a balanced give and take,
a comfortable distance.
I didn't ask for this
- time, pace, speed, out of my hands.
3
Haven't we walked this way before
- a child fumbling, breathless,
clutching to keep up;
a mother tethered to a clinging hand?
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